Tuesday, 30 August 2016

Writing Challenge #30

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Day 30 : Your highs and lows for the month.



We shall start with the lows first so that we can end it with the positive side, aite.

LOWS
  • I was so stressed out and pissed off with the system regarding posting out the transcript. Like I've waited for ages and been lurking out the window for every single minute just in case I couldn't hear the honk. But still, it didn't arrive till the day I registered for uni.
  • I didn't get the approval from my parents to go out shopping alone. Alone. 
  • I got an ulcer in my mouth for almost 2 weeks. It hurts but I ate everything like it wasn't there. 
  • Was thinking about to complete my facial treatment by end of the month sadly I got no time though I'm free all the time.
  • Spent too much money on unnecessary things.
  • I ate a lot (read: gained weight)
  • I kept on awake at 3-4am and having a bad dream.

HIGHS
  • Alhamdulillah I got an offer to pursue my degree in Bachelor of Science (Hons) Environmental Technology at UiTM Shah Alam for 6 semester. This was my seventh choice in UPU btw.
  •  Had a good time for every time I went out with my friends. 
  • Someone drove all the way facing through the jammed just to see me here in Bangi for like a few hours. I was so over the moon.
  • Finally went to saloon to get my hair done.
  • Ate a lot of good foodsssss.
  • Went to school and glad that some of the teachers still remembered me.
  • I found the secret box where I kept all the little things (letter, origami, memo, etc.) about plkn in a drawer. I giggled alone reading those stuff haha. I miss being there in PHR.
  • Spent quite a lot of quality time with the people I love.

Here's to many more beautiful life event for tomorrow, next week, next month, next year, and every seconds of my life. 




Love,
NIH

Monday, 29 August 2016

Writing Challenge #29

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Day 29 : What are your goals for the next 30 days?


My goals for the next 30 days from today's date are;

1. Keep nose to the grindstone; to work hard and continuously- to be in the dean's list student for semester 1 of my degree (ofc for every sem but the nearest is sem 1 so yea).

2. Finish the book I'm currently reading; Finding Audrey by Sophie Kinsella.

3. Make new friends from different faculty and be more friendly. 

4. Spring clean my room at home and college.

5. Start being independent. 

I cannot think more as the next 30 days are days in September which I've started being busy with my student life. I hope nothing but the best, may Allah ease the journey.




Love,
NIH

Sunday, 28 August 2016

Writing Challenge #28

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Day 28 : Post five things that make you laugh-out-loud.



1. Random things on the internet.

2. Auto corrects.

3. TV shows/movies.

4. Books.

5. Me failing at life.





Love,
NIH



Saturday, 27 August 2016

Entering New Phase

So, last three weeks the UPU results were out as well as UM's and USM's.

Guess who got butterflies in her tummy while waiting for the result to be out? Yes, me. That time, I hope nothing but to be accepted in any university to pursue my degree. I don't mind what course it is I just want to further my studies.

And so...


Praise be to Allah. It was one out of 12 choices in my UPU application. 

The day has finally come, it's tomorrow. I'll be registering for Bachelor in Science (Hons.) Environmental Technology at UiTM Shah Alam. 

My feelings right now? Nah, you can guess. 

I kindly ask for you the one who's reading this to pray for me. Pray for me so that I'll be strong enough to face this 3 years degree journey. I oath myself to change for a new me this time. I hope everything's gonna be just fine. To all my friends who's also be entering degree, I wish you the very best of luck! 

Oh and, I have like another 3 more posts regarding the 30 days writing challenge. Well actually I've been drafting the post. It just need to be published on the day itself, but since I'll be registering tomorrow I guess I might publish it a little late due to the orientation and stuff. But we'll see how.

I'm so nervous right now.

May Allah ease everything. Till next time! 




Love,
NIH

Writing Challenge #27

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Day 27 : Conversely, write about something that's kicking ass right now.


Right now, I'm pretty content with everything in my life.

But something that's kicking ass at the moment is,
the fact that tomorrow I'll be entering my degree life.

Isn't scary?




Love,
NIH



Friday, 26 August 2016

Writing Challenge #26

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Day 26 : Write about an area in your life that you'd like to improve.


My ability to control emotions.

That's probably the first thing I'd like to improve in my life. Emotion secretly kills me inside. When I'm sad, I has a face as long as a fiddle. When I'm mad, I'll be as mad as a wet hen. I'll go completely insane when I'm in a bad mood (especially during pms). And unintentionally, I'll hurt others' feelings. I say what I didn't actually meant. I curse a lot. And I'll regret everything the next few minutes when I'm calm. 

My dad once asked me to control over my emotion when I was apart from home because it will affect myself in everything I do. Like when I was in matrix, it affected my studies. Hence I can't score for the first sem, and been regretting over it until now. I know I can do better but I've been distracted by my own feelings. 

Somehow, the mind is all that matters. You think positive, you'll be positive. 

Stay positive, even when your whole world is falling apart; 
said me to myself.
always. 




Love,
NIH

Thursday, 25 August 2016

Writing Challenge #25

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Day 25 : Think of any word. Search it on google images. Write something inspired by the 11th image. 


I was stressing over my uni stuff, and the word that pop-out of my mind is; strong


...and the 11th image is



This photo speaks that, you're strong enough to lift the heavy dumbbell (is it? idk whats the name) with only one hand without even collapsing. 

By that, I wish and hope that I can face all the upcoming obstacles and hurdles smoothly. 

Stay strong forever, dear self--heart.




Love,
NIH

Wednesday, 24 August 2016

Writing Challenge #24

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Day 24 : Write about a lesson that you've learned the hard way.



Most lessons in life are learned the hard way. 

I tend to get upset and disappointed for every time I put my hopes/expectation high. Of course, everyone would feel the same as I do when we've planned things but it doesn't go our way. I once lay on bed-cried and stayed in my room for the whole freaking day simply because I was so dejected miserable crestfallen downhearted sad depressed--you name it all. The reason is kinda personal so I'm not going into details ya.

I learned to be more patience. I tried to search for the positive side. I bawled my eyes out whilst looking on the other perspective. I persuaded myself that there's still hope so have faith.

As I grown up, I started to look at things in different ways. Perhaps I'm getting mature (even though still being clingy and immature, sometimes). Now I realized that good things do come after being patience for so long. Maybe He knows the plan we made will destroy us in any way. Maybe the things we hope for aren't good for us. Maybe it was just a test from Him as He will not burden you more than you can bear. The Almighty is wise, fair and affectionate.

There is always a beauty in everything we've been through.




Love,
NIH

Tuesday, 23 August 2016

Writing Challenge #23

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Day 23 : A letter to someone, anyone.


Life is never easy. People change, love hurts, friends leave, things go wrong but just remember that's how life is. It goes on no matter how hard you wish for a moment to stop. There will be times when you're at the top of a mountain, and there will also be times when the luck is never on your side. Whatever it is, I hope you can face it through smoothly. 

I know you've been through many stages in life but know that there are still a lot of stages for you to get through in the future. I hope you'll stay strong as the person you're now even in the future. I know life gets tiring sometimes but please do enjoy every single moment in your life. You only live once. Explore things. Do whatever things that make you happy. Expose yourself to the world.

When you're sad, it's okay to cry. When you're happy, it's okay to cry. When you're mad, it's okay to cry. And though you're tired of how tiring life is, it's okay to cry. Never be sorry for how you felt. Bawled your eyes out as much as you wanted to but be sure to stand up strong afterwards. 

I know you've never like being brokenhearted, but the world isn't revolves around you. There are various types of human beings you need to deal with and fit in new circumstances every day. People might be backstabbing you, bad-mouthing about you or even pretending to be your shoulder to cry on and at the same time is a two-faced liar. Again, that's life. 

Insecurities? Certain things it's okay to be insecure of but there's also things you shouldn't be as you slay your own way. Be true to yourself, you don't have to act strong every time just for the sake of pleasing others. You first need to take care of your own self; feelings. I know you're good at advising people but somehow, please apply those advises on yourself as well. It's okay to be a little bit selfish sometimes. Know your worth!

May all your wishes come true.
May the odds be in your favor. 
May the force be with you. 

Please read this letter whenever you're feeling blue,
dear future self.




Love,
NIH
    

Monday, 22 August 2016

Writing Challenge #22

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Day 22 : Put your music on shuffle and post the first ten songs.


Little Things // One Direction

Ku Menunggu // Rossa

Save You Tonight // One Direction

The Sun Will Rise // Kelly Clarkson

Photograph // Ed Sheeran

Katakan Tidak // Afgan

Steal My Girl // One Direction

I Wish // One Direction

I Won't Tell A Soul // Charlie Puth

I Hate U I Love U // Gnash ft. Olivia O'Brien


Oopsie.
Kantoi pulak banyak lagu 1D ni huhuhu.




Love,
NIH

Sunday, 21 August 2016

Writing Challenge #21

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Day 21 : What three lessons do you want your children to learn from you?



1. To communicate the problems instead of keeping it to their-selves. I want my children to make me be their best friend and also a mother. Be it about school/friendship/relationship/sports/social media/any petty things, I want them to share it with me no matter how big the problem could be. 

2. People are not a mind reader. If you want people to know something, tell them directly and explicitly. Conversely, if you want to know something, ask. Never assume things simply because you think you've known them quite well. No, you may not know the little things that happen. So never assume and don't judge. 

3. Be grateful, have faith, and never give up. Life's gonna be hard but there is always hope in everything. Always search for the beauty in everything you do. 


Perhaps, these might be the three of many important things I want my children to bear in mind.




Love,
NIH

Saturday, 20 August 2016

Writing Challenge #20

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Day 20 : Post about three celebrity crushes.


Frankly speaking, I don't really have that obsession towards any celebrity. I mean like, if I like them then ya I like them. But to go overly fangirl-ing over someone? Nah not my kind. I do fangirl over celebrity but that won't last for like urm 3-4 days? Haha.

So I'll just post these three random celebrity whom I still adore.

1. Lily Jane Collins. 


Dang look at this lads! 
She's so effortlessly stunning either in short or long hairstyle. I love to see her in Love, Rosie and The Mortal Instrument. Heard about her upcoming movie, Rules Don't Apply that is schedule to be released this November (USA). Wohoo can't wait for it to be released in MY.


2.  Zac Efron.

This one is from 17 Again movie.
Aigoo boy, charming without even trying! Had a crush for him ever since High School Musical series and till now the latest I've been catching up to is Neighbors. Haven't watch Neighbors 2 yet :( 


3. Emma Watson.

One of the 'beauty with brain'
I like her wisdom. Oh I remembered her date of birth is the same with my brother, Apr 15th. 


I think that's it what I wanted to share about. Till next time! 




Love,
NIH

Friday, 19 August 2016

Writing Challenge #19

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Day 19 : Discuss your first love.


*teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet*

This is so awkward to discuss about.
Let's just wait until the right moment comes.

In any kind of relationship, both should give and take. 

Trust, understanding, and patience are keys to a successful relationship. (do i sounds like pakar cinta? *smirk*) hahaha. But for real, I think these keys will lead to a mature relationship. You can't expect your partner to entertain you 24/7. They got their things to work on and you got yours too. 

As long as you both know the limits, then everything should be fine. 

I'm not gonna elaborate more about this. 




Love,
NIH

Thursday, 18 August 2016

Writing Challenge #18

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Day 18 : Post 30 facts about yourself.



1. I once got a first place for a race during my sports day in primary school. And, that was the first and last time ever I got a gold medal for a sprint race. 

2. Cute fat fluffy cats are adorable but when I was a kid, in a restaurant while having our meals, a fierce cat suddenly jumped on the empty seat beside me trying to get the food on the table. I was so shocked and scared, ever since that, I hate cats. I mean I don't hate them but I kinda scared & ticklish to touch cats, till now. 

3. I am the eldest child but never act like one. Certain things, yes. But most of the time I'm just that clingy un-independent kid.

4. Call me weird but I dislike sushi. I vomited right after my first try on sushi (many years ago). As for now I can already eat it without vomiting, but to take me out for a sushi date? Urm I'm sorry but it's a no. 

5. I love trying out new recipes! I have a passion for cooking/baking, I usually tried out the recipes I found interesting and the best part about cooking is when people like the meal you prepared. But but, cleaning up after the cooking? Duh I hate that.

6. I am actually a super sensitive person. I get offended easily. I cried easily. I get jealous easily. I get mad easily. Over the simplest things ever. Well I literally have a soft fragile heart but not many know about this as I never show. I act strong. Fake gurl u fake. 

7. I love seeing cute and nice earrings at the shop. I'd love to wear them because I think it's just beautiful for a girl to wear earrings. Unfortunately, I never had my ear piercing. Mum used to ask me to get the ear piercing when I was small but I never have the guts to. Until now, I'm still afraid if ear piercing will hurt me. (I secretly wish that I had my ear piercing done when I was still a baby so I won't feel the pain haha)

8. I don't eat marshmallow. 

9. I've never been into boarding school. Kindergarten- Tadika Maria, Kajang. Primary school- Sekolah Kebangsaan Jalan Empat, Bdr Baru Bangi aka Jalan Empat Primary School (JEPS). Secondary school- Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Jalan Empat, Bdr Baru Bangi aka Jalan Empat Secondary School (JESS). 

10. I personally think the first turning point in my life was when I was 17 going to 18 yrs old. That was quite a tough phase but I made it now!

11. I've never been apart from my parents for more than 3 days (camping & school stuff) until National Service took me away for about 10 weeks!! Read my experiences during National Service here. Since then, being away from my family has been part of the journey; college, university. 

12. I enjoy writing. I don't know but writing feels so good especially when you're in the right mood to express things out. When you're happy, write. When you're sad, write. When you're mad, also write. So that you won't blatantly let out the anger to others.

13. I'm terrible at managing money. I spent on unnecessary things a lot. 

14. I'm the eldest grandchild on my mum's side and the third on my dad's side.

15. Anxiety does attacks me sometimes. 

16. A week before I get my period, it's either I eat a lot like A LOT or I don't have the appetite at all, being so happy or being so emotional, and get mad/pissed/offended over every single thing. There is no in between.

17. I don't know how to swim despite the fact that I love beaches/pools/rivers. (future husband, note this pls) hahaha.

18. A little obsessed with cute things. I simply buy a thing because it's cute. Bad habit people, bad habit.

19. I'm secretly a keeper. I appreciate little things. 

20. Oh my god, I suddenly remembered this! I once danced with a boy for my annual concert day when I was 6 and I did the opening ceremony by giving out the speech alone, on the stage in front of the crowd woah.

21. I don't easily get attached but when I do, I get attached real hard. 

22. I have 4 siblings including me and each of us got 'Izz' as a middle name. It has nothing to do with my dad's or mum's name or whatnot. Back then when our friend called using the house phone, it usually be like, "hello boleh cakap dengan izz?" "Izz mana eh ada 4 izz kat rumah ni" Hahaha every time. 

23. Pardon me, but I'm so not a morning person.

24. I dislike egg yolks. 

25. I only drink plain milk when I have my cereals in it. Koko-krunch with fresh milk; thats how I consume milk. But I drink chocolate/strawberry milk. 

26. The last time I got into the hospital was when I was 9 or 10 I can't remember but because of dengue fever. I rarely got sick, and I'm blessed for that. But once I got sick, you'll see me in the worse condition ever.

27. I hate pills. I can't swallow any pills until now. The first time I took pills med was loooooong time ago when I was sick at my hometown and I remembered Atuk cut off the fever medication into small pieces because I didn't want to take it. It took quite a long time for him to persuade me and right after I swallowed the pills, I vomited. As I'm getting older, when I got sick I somehow cheated whenever mum asked me to take meds. That's the reason why I don't want to tell her when I'm sick but then, mum knows well. Like I prefer the liquid meds over the pills!

28. I love spicy foods!

29. Whenever I'm in a bad mood, I sleep. When I'm mad/sad, I sleep. I feel better every time I'm awake from a nap after fighting with the miserable feelings.

30. I am a nice person until you piss me off.


Now that you got to know the little things about me. Cheers!




Love,
NIH

Wednesday, 17 August 2016

Writing Challenge #17

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Day 17 : Post about your zodiac sign, and whether or not it fits you. 



So before anyone starts judging, let me tell ya first. I do not believe in this zodiac horoscope thingy. Ya yaaa I know it's against our religion to believe this kind of thing because after all, it's Allah whom we should put our trust on as He determines our lives. 

But I love to read those description of my zodiac just for fun because somehow it fits me. I repeat, I read just for fun.

Since I was born on May 3rd (gift for next year pls?), my zodiac sign is Taurus- The Bull. 

I browse randomly about it and I found this one compact yet interesting post about Taurus. So basically my post today, I'll be referring to this site. Read it first so you'll get the idea on what I'm talking about as I'm just gonna write about my point of view based on what have been written in that site.

Strengths
Yea that's so me I definitely will help anybody that I found needing. Kind? I think I'm kind (ok not perasan but I do receive this) reliable & dependable? It depends on whom or what kind of thing I'm dealing with, but most of the time you can count on me for sure! Work hard to enjoy those luxurious pleasures? Sometimes yes, most of the time no. Determined & strong? I usually act strong even when I'm not. A romantic lover who will do anything to please the loved one? Hahaha I am not a romantic person at all (I get "u ni tak sweet langsung" a lot). Ok la, sometimes yes I do get cheesy but rarely la.

Weaknesses
Become too possessive with his partner or anything that a Taurus is fond of? Yes, indeed. I can't deny this fact any more. Being too materialistic that they will not be afraid to throw their savings to get their material pleasure they seek? Urm this, no not really I can still control this habit tho. Selfishness & stubbornness? Both are so so, I do become selfish and stubborn sometimes.

Taurus Relationship With People
As a friend: Taurus is someone who you can trust and depend at any time and will not hesitate to help his friend? Yes, this is me. Taurus is materialistic meaning he might be asking for something in return when he helps you? Omg this is a big no! I never ask my friend anything in return if I help them out. 

As a children: Taurus child is prone of being lazy, do not want to clean the room, usually prefer being in the room during holiday? Yes yes no. Hahaha sorry mumsie it's not that I'm lazy but I need to get into the right mood to clean up my room hehe. But staying in a room during holiday? Nah no of course I love being outdoors.

Taurus Love
As a lover Taurus likes to take the relationship slow and steady and do not rush the relationship? Err this is awkward but I think it suits me. Usually seeks someone who interested in the same field as the Taurus finds interesting? Nope I don't mind if my partner has a different interest as mine.Show love through material gifts? Not my kind, in fact I appreciate the littlest things. Taurus will make sure their relationship last forever and will do anything about it? Of course, who doesn't want to fortify their relationship. 

Taurus Career
Is a reliable and dependable worker? Will not take any risk of trying something new and unproven? Banking, medicine, education, construction and agriculture? Taurus loves career that has high reward value? Professional? Okay I have no idea on how I will be doing as a worker since I'm still a student. But of course I hope to be a good one.

Positive Qualities
Down to earth- yes
Dependable- depends, most of the time yes
Generous- yes, but also depends on situation
Independent- not at all, little things can la kot
Persistent- depends on situation
Patient- yes, very

Negative Qualities
Frugal- sometimes
Materialistic- hm depends
Lazy- depends on the situation, if it's not important then me being lazy is a yes
Possessive- yeeees very much (need to control this tho)
Self-indulgent- nope
Stubborn- depends on what the thing is all bout

How To Make Taurus Women Attracted To You
To attract Taurus woman, you need to be patient? Agreed. A Taurus woman wants to feel that you will be able to give her a stable relationship, if you have the patience and is able to make her attracted to you, a Taurus woman will never leave you and will love you all her life? Well I guess, I need to agree with this also. Taurus woman loves luxurious things, so buy her gifts to get her attention? Haha I love gifts, I love surprises but there's no need to pamper me with luxurious things all the time as all what I need is your time for me. 


In a nutshell, my zodiac sign based on this site, fits me well. There are few things doesn't fit me but most of what have been stated there, it fits me well.




Love,
NIH

Tuesday, 16 August 2016

Writing Challenge #16

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Day 16 : Something that you miss.


I am now a 19 years old teenager but there are already many things that I kinda miss. Couldn't imagine me in another 20-30 years, I must be missing everything in my life.

1. Being a kid. I'm only 19 but it feels like I can't deal with life anymore. Well I'm in that so called I'm-still a kid-but not really-maybe-a teenager-that's turning-into-adult-soon-but not yet kind of phase. That phase where I need to start doing everything by myself. Be independent and be more brave than ever. I don't like doing adult's things like why can't my parents do everything for me like they used to when I was still a kid? I miss doing nothing and enjoying life as a kid where people will come to me and "eee how cute geramnya comelnya" while pinch my cheeky cheeks. 

2. Celebrating my birthday at school with the teachers & friends. Oh god I swear I miss this. Back then when I was still a kid, since kindergarten mum and dad will always bought a cake, packed some goodies and brought them to school. Then the whole class will sing 'happy birthday' song before I blew the candle. We had fun eating and playing around and took photos. My my I wish there's an undo button so that I can re-watch the moments of me being happy and playful.

3. My maid, Kak Marni. Among them all maid I had back then, I'm close to my second maid- Kak Marni. So close that I even read her diary and her text with her family in Indonesia. She's the most loving one I guess, she loves us. I cried when she had to go back to Indonesia. We shared secrets, stories together and she'll do anything I asked her. Whenever I'm hungry and there's nothing to eat, she will simply fry some nuggets for me, at any time I wanted to. I miss having a maid :( Oh here's a photo of us back then; 



4. Ok this is so random but I miss having no mosquito bites on mehhh!! Like back then when I was a little cute chubby girl with her 'maggi-hair' (errone called me with this term when I was small) I love to follow my grandpa to the orchard whenever we got back to hometown. And every time, Atuk will say "mesti darah nani tak sedap ni sebab tu tak kena gigit nyamuk langsung" hahaha but true that I got no mosquito bites unlike the others, full with red patches on their body. That was 10+ years ago, now not anymore. I even got bitten in my house. 

5. Doing stupid things in high school. Oh my god, I don't even know what were we thinking back then when we're doing those stupid things. I once got a free counselling session because we (friends & I) did something stupid sabotaging our own classmate. And many more cases of course. But doing those things with your cliques, it was fun like we don't care about others we ruled the school! 

6. Sekolah agama mates. I miss those moments where we were riding bicycle and been chased by the gang of people who got a crush on us every evening. Lol this is funny doh.

7. Eating nasi lemak under the light of thousands stars and gossip-ing with my dorm-mates during national service. I know it's been only like a year ago I ended my national service program but I honestly already miss everything about it. Kem PLKN Pelangi Hill Resort, Kuala Kubu Bharu; here where it all started.  

8. And not to forget even though I just finished my matriculation program 4 months ago, I miss KMS. 


Truth be told, there are so much more things I miss about. It's just too long to be listed. So I guess I'll stop here. 




Love,
NIH

Monday, 15 August 2016

Writing Challenge #15

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Day 15 : Bullet-point your whole day.


So, here's my bullet point for today (Monday, Aug 15th)

  • Suddenly awake at 03.19 just to know that someone got an unstable emotion and couldn't fall asleep waiting for my reply.
  • After a several minutes of soothing session, I got back to continue my dream at 03.43.
  • Since Ain already asked me yesterday whether or not I wanted to follow her settling uni stuff- yes ofc, I had to wake up early.
  • Ain texted me at 09.51 asking whether I'm already ready. I said yes, just waiting for her to say she's out then only I put the scarf on.
  • 10.22 I got a whatsapp from Ain saying her car was down and got into workshop, so we had to cancel the plan. I changed my attire and watched korean drama that I've recorded.
  • After few hours of wasting time watching drama, "weh aku tau ni macam kel*** sikit but kereta dah siap. Do you wanna go?" hahaha this girl ah! 
  • So she fetched me at 12.34 and we headed to CIMB Bank to settle up her errands. Then to Bank Islam to settle up mine. Took a passport photo and shoot off to Wong Solo to have our Ayam Penyet for lunch.
  • Ain's dad called her and in need of the car so after had the scrumptious ayam penyet, she sent me back home. I reached home at 15.27 and was thinking about going to get my medical check-up done with Adik but it's late already so na-uh.
  •  Laying down all day long till the evening, got myself done and had dinner.
  • Wasting time by scrolling the timeline on twitter and kept on refreshing my feed on instagram & facebook. Stalked people, had a chat with some people and here I am typing this.
  • Currently it's 23.29 and I do feel sleepy. But when I get into bed I know that I won't be sleepy anymore. And I don't even know why.
  • I think this is the end of my today's bullet point. Thank you for reading! *wink* 


P/S: Ok btw people, guess who's turning 19 today?! It's my babe, Bobby!! 

Meet the angel, Sharifah Nuraina.
Happy birthday girl, stay being the talkative one and have a blast!
Much lahv for yaa 😘






Love,
NIH

Sunday, 14 August 2016

Writing Challenge #14

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Day 14 : Post your favorite movies that you never get tired of watching.


Okay I don't really have so called favorite movie and whatnot. But if I enjoy the movie I wouldn't mind to re-watch it all over again.

And some of the movies that I'll watch all over again if it's broadcasted, 

1. Titanic (ofc omg who doesn't?!?)
2. The Princess Diaries 
3. The Twilight Saga series
4.  Jumanji
5. Spongebob Squarepants series
6. Phineas & Ferb series
7. Kabhi Kushi Kabhie Gham 
8. High School Musical series
9. Aquamarine
10. Mean Girls

That's it for now as I have another errands to run.

There are so much more, and while listing... I just realized that I actually have a lot of movies that I never get tired of watching.  

Oh wait! Does spongebob and phineas & ferb are categorized in 'movie'? Whatever, I don't care.




Love,
NIH

Saturday, 13 August 2016

Writing Challenge #13

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Day 13 : What are you excited about? 


I just got an offer to further my degree (will update about it sooooon) in UiTM last week. So currently, what am I excited about is to start tomorrow with a clean slate and turn over a new leaf. 

I am that type of person who always list down my goals. But. Have never fully achieved them also haha. For the time being, I'm so excited to prepare myself and my stuff to get into uni. I love buying new stuffs! Especially when it comes to the stationery & clothing & unnecessary things. Basically everything. 

On the other hand, I also kind of eager to learn and gain new knowledge. Can't wait for the sleepless nights to begin again (ok no now yes excited, bila dah jadi kang all i do is complaint and sighing trust me on this). 

But

But

But..

As much as I'm excited to start my degree life, I still don't wanna leave home :( 

How to get rid of this feeling ahh????




Love,
NIH

Friday, 12 August 2016

Writing Challenge #12

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Day 12 : Write about five blessings in your life.


1. My family, friends and those people who stayed by my side.
Nothing can ever replace them. Thank you for being there whenever I need you guys. To deal with me during my ups and downs without any complaint is hard. Therefore, I am so thankful to have such understanding people around me. 

2. A good condition of health.
For the time being, I'm still doing good with my health. As far as I'm concerned, alhamdulillah I have no serious ill yet and I feel blessed for that otherwise there are many things I do now that I can't. Oh and, I rarely catch a cold it's like twice/thrice a year but when I do, it will definitely be the worse one. Still in the process of living a healthy lifestyle even though my mission to keep fit hasn't come to the target yet (read: terribly failed).

3. Good food.
There's nothing more to elaborate here. Good food is a bless. That's it. And I thank God that I have no allergies towards any kind of food at all. Probably the reason why keeping fit mission-failed.

4. Growing up educated.
To say that I'm a well educated person, nah I still got a lot of things to learn. Learning is continuous. But I'm blessed that I have the chance to go to school and gained knowledge. Education is really important as it develops in us as a perspective of looking at life. 

5. Technologies & inventions.
Things that made my life easier; thank you for your existence. 




Love,
NIH

Thursday, 11 August 2016

Writing Challenge #11

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Day 11 : Something you always think "what if.." about.


"Live your life without ever having to ask, 'what if?'"

WHAT and IF- these two innocent little words if we put it together it's like unleashing the power of the atom. Wow hyperbole enough huh *smirk*

Being a normal human being, we can't run from the what ifs questions in life. It's all depend on one self on how to control so that it won't bother you. Sometimes I personally think that I'm such an ungrateful creature whenever I questioned the what ifs. It's like I against God's rule and can't accept the fate that has been dictated by Him. 

My major what ifs in life are;

1. What if I die tomorrow?
2. What if I do not have the chance to make my parents proud of me?
3. What if all the good deeds I've done in life aren't accepted?
4. What if the world ends before I can even achieve my dreams?
5. What if the people I love the most leave me? 
6. What if I am not able to do my best if I've ever given a chance for something?
7. What if all this while I'm being lied to?
8. What if I can't control my anger anymore?
9. What if I trusted the wrong person?
10. What if this is all just a nightmare?

I rarely think of the what ifs in life but I do when I am being so emotional and can't control the feelings. I usually questioned the petty what ifs..

That's just how life is.



Love,
NIH

Wednesday, 10 August 2016

Writing Challenge #10

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Day 10 : Write about something for which you feel strongly.



Keeping the faith.

Having the patience.

Believe in the hope.


Hope, faith and patience- they're all intertwined. I know that God is fair and He has planned the better journey for us instead of our plan. I'm a rebel. I always questioned everything without even thinking straight, sometimes. I used to blame fate when things don't go my way, and in fact I still do now but lesser. I'm no perfect far away from perfect, indeed. I do sin, I'm a sinner. There's no other way to deny that fact because I am just a normal human being who's still learning to adapt with her life.

Growing up make me think wiser, rationally. I think about the consequences if I do things, I search for the reason when things don't work out, and I found that every cloud has its silver lining. There is always a glimmer of good in any bad situation.

"Be patient (in adversity), for verily, God will not let the reward of the righteous to be wasted." 

Hardships and ease are a trial for everyone in various ways. And the reward comes to those who are patient. There's time when I've to put up a lot of patience with all the things that messed me up and then good thing comes await. That time, you'll be so thankful and realize how great is Him. I believe there is always hope.

The moment we realize that everything happens by the will of Allah, all our worries begin to fade away.


Ps: I wanted to write more but I'm running out of time I have to settle things in these few weeks.





Love,
NIH

Tuesday, 9 August 2016

Writing Challenge #9

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Day 9 : Post some words of wisdom that speak to you.



God there are too many words of wisdom I live by, but let's just post some here.

"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it."

"What we think determines what happens to us, so if we want to change our lives, we need to stretch our minds."

"What other people think of you is none of your business."

"Care about what other people think and you'll always be their prisoner."

"It's the little details that are vital. Little things make big things happen."

"If you can't explain it simply, you don't understand it enough."

"Courage is the most important of all the virtues because without courage, you can't practice any other virtues consistently."

"We are addicted to our thoughts. We cannot change anything if we cannot change our thinking."

"Be the change that you wish to see in the world."

"Why are you trying so hard to fit in when you are born to stand out?"

"Learn to adapt. Things change, circumstances change. Adjust yourself and your efforts to what it is presented to you so you can respond accordingly. Never see change as a threat, because it can an opportunity to learn, to grow, evolve and become a better person."

"If you want to find happiness, find gratitude."

"Hope itself is like a star- not to be seen in the sunshine of prosperity, and only to be discovered in the night of adversity."

"Fall seven times stand up eight."

"The harder the struggle, the more glorious the triumph. Self realization demands very great struggle."

"Don't be afraid of falling. It can't get worse than falling."

"Stay positive even when it feels like your whole world is falling apart." 



Wise words are the reason for me to stand still for every time I felt helpless & vulnerable.

There's a lesson to be learned in everything you experienced.




Love,
NIH

Monday, 8 August 2016

Writing Challenge #8

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Day 8 : Share something you struggle with.



To say my life is perfect is a far cry from reality.

I'm such a mess, sometimes. I messed up things especially when I'm in my unstable control of hormone. I doubted myself no matter how much I told "never doubt yourself, trust yourself" to myself. 

My mind is the real enemy of mine. My thoughts are the silence killer. I don't know how to even fight this. I am so good with words when it comes to others except myself. I am that person who always listen to other people's issues rather than focus on my own. Yea, I am that person to bottle up and suppress mine. I remembered one time my friend asked me, "Izz how come you can be so positive all the time?" right after the heart-to-heart talk. Is this a joke or is this a joke? Haha. 

"Aku tengok Izz tu tenang je do."
"Kau memang takde perasaan ke Izz or kau memang jenis tak tunjuk?"
"Izz lah orang paling tenang aku pernah jumpa even dalam masalah."
"Izz bila period je dia sensitive."

That's what people see; and will always see. I don't usually show the dark side of me that people tend to think I am always happy with my life. But to certain, they noticed whenever I'm not okay. And I kinda like it when they actually noticed and cared. 

I like attention. But you'll never see me holding a banner crying and begging for your attention. Ever. I want to be great, yet I am impatient and expect for overnight success. I want to be different. I want to make difference in people's lives. I need to be selfish in order to be selfless. Am I that complicated tho?

"You ni kuat sangat overthinking." 
said the person who I thought never cared about my feelings.

To control the mind that thinking.
To knock down the ego.
To find that inner peace. 


Truth is, I'm struggling with myself.
The beauty lies in the struggle, they said. 




Love,
NIH

Sunday, 7 August 2016

Writing Challenge #7

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Day 7 : List 10 songs that you're loving right now.


1. Secret Love Song - Little Mix ft. Jason Derulo

2. Piece By Piece - Kelly Clarkson

3. Tabah - Elizabeth Tan

4. Treat You Better - Shawn Mendes 

5. Biar Saja - De Meises

6. Sad Song - We The Kings ft Elena Coats

7. Kill Em With Kindness - Selena Gomez

8. Dangerous Woman - Ariana Grande

9. I Won't Tell A Soul - Charlie Puth

10. Katakan - Harris Baba



This is for the time being. 
I love jiwang songs also btw kurkur.




Love,
NIH

Saturday, 6 August 2016

Writing Challenge #6

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Day 6 : Five ways to win your heart.



1. Be honest & sincere.
If you ever planning to lie, think again because you might be on my people-whom-I-don't-trust/hate-list. Being too honest may be hurt, but I rather hurt now than live my whole life with the lies. I hate being lied to that's why I don't trust people. As much as I trust you there will still be a small doubt in me. (tapi kalau tipu sunat sebab nak kasi surprise kat kita takpe. hehe.) 

2. Littlest things.
I like it when people notice the little things. When they appreciate the little things I did. When they are aware of the little things I like. Sometimes, the little things people disregard are the things I wish they care of. 

3. Deal with me no matter what.
Let me win. Just, let me win in any kind of circumstances. I know this attitude should not be accepted in certain situation but- deal with it. My sister always be like "fine la sukahati la ikut kakak la up to u laa *with the unwilling heart*" I might be wrong in some most of things, but I like it when people go my way. Haha I'm sorry that I'm such a narcissistic egotistical. I'll try to change as time passes by.

4. Treat me with good food.
Way to comfort me = buy me food. You don't have to go with the pricey meals cause I'm already the happiest kid when I got my aiskrim roti from that uncle Matkool. 

5. Encourage, motivate, inspire and support me.
Knowing me, I overthinking and get depressed over small matter easily. Therefore, advice me and remind me always on why my life is worth living. 




Love,
NIH

Friday, 5 August 2016

Writing Challenge #5

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Day 5 : List five places you want to visit.


1. Pyramids of Giza, Egypt

2. Taj Mahal, India

3. Venice, Italy

4. Keukenhof Gardens, Netherlands

5. The Holy City of Mecca



Of course,
THERE ARE THOUSANDS MORE PLACES I WANT TO VISIT.


Friendly reminder to everyone; if you don't know what to do with your money anymore, pm me and I'll give you my account number for you to bank-in the money *wink*.




Love,
NIH

Thursday, 4 August 2016

Writing Challenge #4

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Day 4 : Write about someone who inspires you.



I get both inspired and demotivated easily by anyone or anything. 

Being as typical as cliche as I can, lets just write about the closest person who inspires me; my dad. Simply because he always always always has a solution to everything. He didn't complicate things like I do. He is full of good words whenever I need them the most. He works so hard to ensure us living a good life, to full-filled his kids' ridiculous needs and wants despite the hot sunny or rainy day. 

Oh well he literally inspires me in all ways that I can't even describe. 

I remembered back then during my primary years, my academic reputation was getting worse every time because I didn't study well. I played around, that time I was addicted playing computer games (read as: habbo especially). Until that one day, I showed my examination papers (yes, we sibs got to show all the exam papers to our parents) with definitely not a good marks. Dad got so angry that he tore up the papers in front of my two freaking eyes. While me, cry a river witnessing that moment with the worries of what am I going to tell the teachers bcs back then kan we used to paste the exam paper in the book and do corrections.

Nevertheless, I've never regret having to get through that day. Because of that, I studied hard, not trying to flaunt but I achieved my 5As in UPSR. 


"Ayah kamu dengan ayah orang lain tak sama. So kalau tengok ayah orang lain bagi tu buat tu ni lantak dia la. You're my daughter, my son selagi kamu tinggal dengan ayah you've to live my way, my rules. I've my way, they all got their own way. I have my own reason."


People tend to say my parents are strict. Yet, I don't deny it. Instead, I am now so so so thankful and grateful to have them. Yes back then when I was still in my so called growing-up-teens phase, I questioned everything I'm a rebel in silence. Growing up getting mature I now understand why they raised me their way. (even sometimes i admit i need to control my soul rebellion, lol). I know they had a reason for every single thing that I've questioned. It's for my own good in fact so I just gotta deal with it.

I just hope that I'll forever be a good daughter to them. 
And make them proud, every time. 





Love,
NIH

Wednesday, 3 August 2016

Writing Challenge #3

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Day 3 : What are your top three pet peeves?



1. Rude people.

Oh my god, I just can't stand rude people like seriously. Don't they actually learn civics at school? As far as I'm concerned, good manners have been taught ever since we're little. Pretty sure every parents had taught their kids to grow up with good attitude. But then some people I don't know why and how they got to be so rude to others. I don't care if you're having a mental breakdown, fighting with anyone, failed your test, break your favorite mug or even have a phone with full storage (contoh tak boleh nak pelik lagi lol), it is your freaking own business. So don't express your anger by being rude to other people that have nothing to do with it. "Ala I'm sorry it was my emotion, I'm being emotional lately." Nah, learn to at least control it okay. Your sorry might be only accepted for once or twice. One thing is that I am very annoyed with people who are being rude to elderly. Especially nowadays youngsters. Witnessing them being rude to my parents and I was like... KAU TAKLEH NAK CAKAP ELOK ELOK KE BODO TAMPAR KANG HAA. (tak pepasal i pun included in these rude youngsters) Oops.   


2. People doing business with no sincerity.

In my case, I relate this more to people who are earning their living by giving the satisfaction to others' stomach. Like how can you have the heart to take the money and serve them with bad food? Sometimes I tend to get a plate full with onions and chilies with few pieces of chicken when I actually ordered for padprik ayam. Where's the ayammm I don't order for padprik bawang for god sake!?!! Don't mess with me if it's about the food I wanted to eat. 


3. People stating the obvious.

This would be the most annoying thing ever when I am not in the right mood. I swear if I'm not in a good stable emotion, don't go and ask me "eh hey what are you doing here?" when clearly obviously blatantly I am in a restaurant eating my lamb chop. Don't. You might be killed with the knife there haha. Oh and that certain people with "sis how much is this?" "bila last payment sis?" "sis blue color ada tak sis?"  kind of instagram people when everything EVERYTHING has been stated in the caption. If it's stated that the color available are red and yellow, then that's it. Unless la it's not stated then you can go and ask la. Sometimes I even get annoyed reading those amusing comments -_- me inside; eh k0 ni tak reti baca caption ke tak paham bahasa adui. 



Sometimes I get annoyed with everything. Even there's nothing wrong with anything.
I even get annoyed with myself once in a blue moon.
I myself am annoying too.
Take it or leave it.




Love,
NIH

Raya 2k16

Happy 29th of Syawal!
Since today is the last day, I'm gonna publish this raya post.


My family has this take turns tradition when it comes to "where should we celebrate the first day of hari raya" 

And it goes like this,

Hari Raya Aidilfitri : dad's side 
Hari Raya Aidiladha : mum's side 

and vice versa.

So last year we celebrated eid in Bangi (dad's side) which literally means this year is in Pontian, Johor (mum's side). We got back to our hometown on July 3rd, sunday; last third day of fasting and spent a week there. 

Day 1 of raya was as usual, after everyone got back from the mosque they filled up their tummy a bit and get ready for the salam-salam session. After the apologizes session ended, ofc it's photoshoot twimeeee!


The family portrait.

The siblings.


The grandparents.

The 14 out of 26 cousins ft atuk & nenek.
(nampak tak team iolss semua still baby gurls gituw)
#teamfirstgrandchild


The whole fams.
(ada lagi 3 family raya with their in-laws)

People came to our house so basically we just spent the first day at home. Oh wait, we went for only two houses to beraya that day. I felt so sleepy all day like gurl it's raya and all u wanna do is sleep ke gosh?!? Probably because of the rendang and ketupat and lemang and all the raya foods.

Day 2 of raya will usually be the day of waiting for the other families whom spent their first raya at in-laws to arrive, also the busiest day because people coming non stop and I need to serve them and helped with the kitchen thingy (ok i actually only isi kuih raya in the balang bcs the other things my aunts did) hehe.

Day 3 was the day we actually go beraya. With everyone convoys, we went beraya to Johor Bharu since early in the morning till late night. And you can actually imagine how FULL & EXHAUSTED I was. My stomach literally can explode at anytime hahaha.










Basically my raya at kampung ended on day 3. Because the next day, saturday, we're back to Bangi because parents gonna start work on monday and kiddos got school also. Beraya at Bangi means weekends were days mum didn't have to cook since every weekend also got open house. The rest of weekdays I spent either going out with my friends or doing nothing at home. 

I am so blessed for good food. 

and

The fact that I'm 19 and still got duit raya.

Hope to see the next raya soon! x




Love,
NIH