Twenty-twelve

Hi. Assalamualaikum.

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Alhamdulillah, I'm still breathing on the last day of 2012. Twenty-twelve has been a good & tough year for me. (duh -_- I think every year I say liddis) Thank you Allah for letting me get through over this year. I have learnt a lot about life. I have my ups & downs. And yep, I manage to get through all the challenges and tests Allah gave. A year that full with good and bad memories that I will never forget. I am ready for a new year, new challenge. new friend, new memory, new life. Yes, I am.

Loves xx

Praise be to Allah

Already got my PMR result yesterday. Alhamdulillah, I got straight As. No word can describe how I felt once Pn Norlina gave me the slip. I was stunning. And yes, I cried. I hugged my dad and told him "Ayah, kakak dapat 8A" and tears just can't stop falling. I called my mum as she's not there with me. My mum was like "waaaa iyeke? okay bagus congrats!" I knew she was shocked just by hearing her voice. 

Thank you Allah. Thank you for giving me the chance to make my parents happy. Because their happiness are my happiness too. Thank you to my parents especially Ayah. If you are not Zarim Hazmalee, I wouldn't achieve this. I learnt a lot from you. Thank you to all my teachers since I was in Tadika Maria, SK Jalan 4 and finally SMK Jalan 4. And not to forget, my teachers in Kelas Cikgu Mariyam and all my Ustazah and Ustaz in Madrasah Raudhatul Aulad. Thank you for all your patience, all knowledge that you taught me. Thank you. Last but not least, of course my beloved friends. Thank you guys for being there with me through thick and thin. I will always love you guys!

And congratulations to all my girls too! They got straight As too woohoooooo~

From left ; Mun, me (haha), Bobby, Ain, Aida

Congratulations to all PMR candidates 2012! No matter what your result is, you did well. Don't you ever give up because Allah has a better plan for you. Have fun, enjoy your life, and remember Him always. Praise to Him for all that you have in your life. Without Allah, we are nothing. We wouldn't be here. 

Loves, xx

Dream

Dreams are successions of images, ideas, emotions, and sensations that occur involuntarily in the mind during certain stages ofsleep.[1] The content and purpose of dreams are not definitively understood, though they have been a topic of scientific speculation, as well as a subject of philosophical and religious interest, throughout recorded history. The scientific study of dreams is called oneirology. Scientists believe that, in addition to humans, certain birds and the majority of mammals also dream.

Source ; Wikipedia

Crying during sleep/dream. Yeap, this happened to me twice. And I don't know why. The first time was about someone I love (Don't misinterpretation. I can't tell who but it has nothing to do with a boy.) I suddenly woke up at 4.28am and realized that I was crying. I tried to recall what was the story in my dream but I can't really remembered. I remembered some of the story line. But it was like unexplainable dream. Right after I woke up and realizing I was crying on my bed in a dark, I kept on crying about that "person". I istighfar a lot. I prayed to Allah. Slowly, I fell to sleep again. 

The second one was about the same person too. This time, I woke up from the dream and checked my phone and it was 10.18am and yes, I was crying on that time. This time, harder. Because of the same person I dreamt of, I cried even harder and slowly the story in my dream kept on replay on my mind. I was afraid. I didn't know what to do on that time. I turned around and looked at my sister. She was sleeping while I kept on crying. After lay down on my bed again, I fell to sleep. 

So far, alhamdulillah I didn't dream anything about that "person" anymore. It was just a dream. Just a dream. Yes, it was just a dream. Forget it. I kept on saying that to myself. I know Allah will always hear me. He knows what's in my mind & heart. He knows every single thing that across my mind. I believe in Him. 

Ya Allah, please protect my family, my friends, my teachers, muslimin and muslimat all over the world. And give me strength to face all of your test. 

Amin.

Loves xx