PLKN part 2

People were so busy checking on their placement for the 1st group.

While 

there's me

scared & excited 

at the same time

to check mine.

.

..

....

I gathered the strength and with the boldly heart,

I checked mine.

AND YOU GUESS WHAT PEOPLE

I was so shocked.

Happy.

Nervous.

Sad.

Delighted.

Dumbstruck.

Speechless.

(over beno but thats the fact)

While still in shocked, I checked via text also.

(just to make sure it's true)

Few days later....

My my, call me crazy cause I am.

Alhamdulillah, I am so grateful and feeling blessed.

And so, I've been chosen for the 1st group placement which starts this 7th December 2014/Sunday until 14th February 2015/Sunday at Pelangi Hill Resort Camp, Kuala Kubu Bharu, Selangor. Yeah I am double grateful that the camp is in Selangor (even if its still gonna take like 1-2 hours but still, it is in selangor).

So I received this love-letter on 18th November 2014 at 2.06pm

So proud that my name is stated on an official kind of letter hahah what even

Everything is done after I finished my exam and guess who's that freaking excited person on earth? Yea yup I don't even know why am I that excited but yes I am. Probably the shopping part that excites me, somehow.

Oh and not to mention that all the stories/thoughts/words from my dad's friends that even boost up my excitement. Really, thank you uncle(s). 

Dad : first week nanti mestila terasa jugak since kakak tak pernah pergi jauh, kalau nangis pun first week je pastu jumpa kawan nanti enjoy la 

Mum : ala takdenya ibu tak rasa kakak nangis nangis dekat sana, best apa jumpa orang baru

Hahahahaha my parents are betting on me. Lets just see who's right and who's wrong. But honestly, I think Im gonna cry maybe after they sent me off, on the bus. 

"Hanya dibenarkan bawa 1 bag pakaian dan 1 bag sandang"

And how do you think that is fine?! Like seriously, I re-packed everything for 2 times because my things can't fit in that bag. Like only ONE FREAKING BAG R U SERIOUS MAN? 

Am I ready? Physically and mentally? I don't know. But I'm kinda excited too!! But I'm afraid too and nervous too and...ok. Wtvr it is, tomorrow is the day! I'll be away for like 3 months? (am back officially on 14th feb anyway) 

Okay so,

Please pray so that everything is gonna be easy for me. Pray that Allah ease everything for me. And do come and visit me during weekend- not to forget to bring good foods along hehehe

Bye everyone, take care <3

part 1 // part 3 // part 4

Love,

NIH

O-ver

It's over.

I just cannot stand you any longer.

My heart hurts.
My brain stucks.
My hands break.
My eyes swell.

Now, it is all over. We have nothing-related anymore. I'm sorry for my mistakes; careless mistakes. I think I have tried my best already, pardon me if it wasn't enough. Thank you for being patient with me like for 2 years. Lets move on to the next stage!

Goodbye, SPM.
You are once a lifetime experience.

Pergh over katekooo.

Wtvs, I am so done with spm and lets just pray and hope for the best.

Next chapter in my life is...... PLKN.
jeng jeng jenggggggg 😱

Love,

NIH

Break a Leg, 97's!

*take a very deep breath*

One step closer...

First and foremost, time flies that I couldn't even believe that this is going to happen. This thing gonna get real. I still remembered the first time I entered high school and now, I'm going to end my high school life in less than a month. I am now a senior and will end my senior year soon. Real soon. How fast that I didn't realize it.

In spite of that, I am going to sit for the exam that will be the baby step for my future that is Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM). Can you believe this??? Can you? Cause I can't. Hahah I still can't believe that I am now seventeen tho. So yeah, I'm gonna sit for SPM this Monday. I repeat, This freaking Monday 3rd November 2014.

Am I afraid? Yes.
Am I scared? Yes.
Am I nervous? Yes.
Am I confused? Yes.

I got this mixed feelings ever since I entered form 5. But I know that no matter what, I need to face this. No matter how scared I am. Well actually, it's not that I am thaaaaat scared to sit for the exam but to hold this responsibility to get straight A's is hard. Everyone is putting a very VERY high hopes on me. And to see them all get disappointed is obviously not my goal. I'll definitely want to make them proud and happy--really.

So I am here to apologize to each and everyone of you if I ever hurt you or if you ever get cheesed off by me, I am truly sorry. It wasn't my intention to hurt anyone;;seriously. To all 97's babies, I wish you guys the very best of all. Lets create a new record you rock! Break a leg!

Please please pray for me as well, wish me luck and may Allah ease everything throughout the exam. I'll try to do the very best of it, if He wills.

All the best 97's!!

P/s ; and please pray that I'll get the first batch of plkn/2015 PLEASE

Till then, I'll get back on track after everything's settle down. Peace n.nV

Love,

NIH

Graduation Day - 11/10/2014

I'M GRADUATED

So, last Saturday Oct 11th was our graduation day. Ya I know we haven't sit for our exam yet we're graduating. I know I know. I remembered the moment I looked at the name list of 5 Dedikasi last december and first thing on my mind was "boringnya". I was wrong, I judge too quick. Now it's already October and we have been through together for like 10 months already. And yes, I love them to the moon and back! ❤

So here's a bit of memories we created on that day ;

5 Dedikasi 2014

 Till then, XOXO

#16dayslefttillspm

Love,

NIH

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