Writing Challenge #11

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Day 11 : Something you always think "what if.." about.

"Live your life without ever having to ask, 'what if?'"

WHAT and IF- these two innocent little words if we put it together it's like unleashing the power of the atom. Wow hyperbole enough huh *smirk*

Being a normal human being, we can't run from the what ifs questions in life. It's all depend on one self on how to control so that it won't bother you. Sometimes I personally think that I'm such an ungrateful creature whenever I questioned the what ifs. It's like I against God's rule and can't accept the fate that has been dictated by Him. 

My major what ifs in life are;

1. What if I die tomorrow?

2. What if I do not have the chance to make my parents proud of me?

3. What if all the good deeds I've done in life aren't accepted?

4. What if the world ends before I can even achieve my dreams?

5. What if the people I love the most leave me? 

6. What if I am not able to do my best if I've ever given a chance for something?

7. What if all this while I'm being lied to?

8. What if I can't control my anger anymore?

9. What if I trusted the wrong person?

10. What if this is all just a nightmare?

I rarely think of the what ifs in life but I do when I am being so emotional and can't control the feelings. I usually questioned the petty what ifs..

That's just how life is.

Love,

NIH

Writing Challenge #10

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Day 10 : Write about something for which you feel strongly.

Keeping the faith.

Having the patience.

Believe in the hope.


Hope, faith and patience- they're all intertwined. I know that God is fair and He has planned the better journey for us instead of our plan. I'm a rebel. I always questioned everything without even thinking straight, sometimes. I used to blame fate when things don't go my way, and in fact I still do now but lesser. I'm no perfect far away from perfect, indeed. I do sin, I'm a sinner. There's no other way to deny that fact because I am just a normal human being who's still learning to adapt with her life.

Growing up make me think wiser, rationally. I think about the consequences if I do things, I search for the reason when things don't work out, and I found that every cloud has its silver lining. There is always a glimmer of good in any bad situation.

"Be patient (in adversity), for verily, God will not let the reward of the righteous to be wasted." 

Hardships and ease are a trial for everyone in various ways. And the reward comes to those who are patient. There's time when I've to put up a lot of patience with all the things that messed me up and then good thing comes await. That time, you'll be so thankful and realize how great is Him. I believe there is always hope.

The moment we realize that everything happens by the will of Allah, all our worries begin to fade away.


Ps: I wanted to write more but I'm running out of time I have to settle things in these few weeks.

Love,

NIH

Writing Challenge #9

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Day 9 : Post some words of wisdom that speak to you.

God there are too many words of wisdom I live by, but let's just post some here.

"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it."

"What we think determines what happens to us, so if we want to change our lives, we need to stretch our minds."

"What other people think of you is none of your business."

"Care about what other people think and you'll always be their prisoner."

"It's the little details that are vital. Little things make big things happen."

"If you can't explain it simply, you don't understand it enough."

"Courage is the most important of all the virtues because without courage, you can't practice any other virtues consistently."

"We are addicted to our thoughts. We cannot change anything if we cannot change our thinking."

"Be the change that you wish to see in the world."

"Why are you trying so hard to fit in when you are born to stand out?"

"Learn to adapt. Things change, circumstances change. Adjust yourself and your efforts to what it is presented to you so you can respond accordingly. Never see change as a threat, because it can an opportunity to learn, to grow, evolve and become a better person."

"If you want to find happiness, find gratitude."

"Hope itself is like a star- not to be seen in the sunshine of prosperity, and only to be discovered in the night of adversity."

"Fall seven times stand up eight."

"The harder the struggle, the more glorious the triumph. Self realization demands very great struggle."

"Don't be afraid of falling. It can't get worse than falling."

"Stay positive even when it feels like your whole world is falling apart." 

Wise words are the reason for me to stand still for every time I felt helpless & vulnerable.

There's a lesson to be learned in everything you experienced.

Love,

NIH

Writing Challenge #8

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Day 8 : Share something you struggle with.

To say my life is perfect is a far cry from reality.

I'm such a mess, sometimes. I messed up things especially when I'm in my unstable control of hormone. I doubted myself no matter how much I told "never doubt yourself, trust yourself" to myself. 

My mind is the real enemy of mine. My thoughts are the silence killer. I don't know how to even fight this. I am so good with words when it comes to others except myself. I am that person who always listen to other people's issues rather than focus on my own. Yea, I am that person to bottle up and suppress mine. I remembered one time my friend asked me, "Izz how come you can be so positive all the time?" right after the heart-to-heart talk. Is this a joke or is this a joke? Haha. 

"Aku tengok Izz tu tenang je do."

"Kau memang takde perasaan ke Izz or kau memang jenis tak tunjuk?"

"Izz lah orang paling tenang aku pernah jumpa even dalam masalah."

"Izz bila period je dia sensitive."

That's what people see; and will always see. I don't usually show the dark side of me that people tend to think I am always happy with my life. But to certain, they noticed whenever I'm not okay. And I kinda like it when they actually noticed and cared. 

I like attention. But you'll never see me holding a banner crying and begging for your attention. Ever. I want to be great, yet I am impatient and expect for overnight success. I want to be different. I want to make difference in people's lives. I need to be selfish in order to be selfless. Am I that complicated tho?

"You ni kuat sangat overthinking." 

said the person who I thought never cared about my feelings.

To control the mind that thinking.

To knock down the ego.

To find that inner peace. 

Truth is, I'm struggling with myself.

The beauty lies in the struggle, they said. 

Love,

NIH

Writing Challenge #7

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Day 7 : List 10 songs that you're loving right now.

1. Secret Love Song - Little Mix ft. Jason Derulo

2. Piece By Piece - Kelly Clarkson

3. Tabah - Elizabeth Tan

4. Treat You Better - Shawn Mendes 

5. Biar Saja - De Meises

6. Sad Song - We The Kings ft Elena Coats

7. Kill Em With Kindness - Selena Gomez

8. Dangerous Woman - Ariana Grande

9. I Won't Tell A Soul - Charlie Puth

10. Katakan - Harris Baba

This is for the time being. 

I love jiwang songs also btw kurkur.

Love,

NIH